Oh brother. Here I am blogging away about how much I miss college already. It's only been about a week and a half since graduation and I'm reminiscing about everything. Man, time really does fly by so quickly. I can't believe I'm back home in New Jersey. I've become attached to living my life in Massachusetts so much that it feels foreign to me being in New Jersey.
Change is inevitable. Even as I was driving around my town, I noticed new buildings and stores and it made me think how fast things could change. Nothing is the same as it was before. It's a scary thought because people change just as much. I'm a person who is ok with changes for most of the time but for some reason, I don't want anything to change right now in my life. I don't want to leave the life that I lived the past 4 years at Umass. I don't want to leave my friends. I just don't. I don't want to accept that change. I can't. Or at least I can't right now.
What can I do now? Time is a force that I can't control and it's against me. Honestly, it's really hard for me to move on to the next stage of my life but time doesn't help it at all. I guess all I can do is hold onto these memories and cherish them with my heart.
Man, I would do anything to re-live my college years.....
But I guess it's time to grow up now and to move on....
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you can relive your wonderful college memories by driving to amherst and buying me freshside. then you can drive me back to jersey with all my junks. perfect :D
ReplyDeletei don't think time is against you. although it's natural to feel the way you feel (and the way i'll probably feel in 2ish years) i think there's more happiness in seeing the journey God has led you through, and trusting that He knows what is best for you.
ReplyDeleteright now, what's best for you is to graduate and be done with college! that's something to be happy about.
and relive college?? take all those tests, finals, do all those homeworks, go to all those 8am morning classes again?? dang...